Watchful Eye

So apparently my every comment, blog and actions are being monitored by some one that is taking it upon themselves to be the defender of evil. Let me just note that I am grateful to have fans of my blog. Even if its a person that has always tried to bring me down. Trying to defame me behind my back, pretending to care for me while conjuring up stories to make others think less of me.

Try as you may to hurt me. The only people that are listening are liars and schemers themselves.
When I speak to you and even look out for you, when you tell me stories and beg that I don't tell anyone (I don't). Even though you tried for many years to bring me down, I always knew your motives. I try to forget.
I try to move on. My true family and true friends do not sit and listen to your tales. No matter what you have tried telling your own friends and lovers it still doesn't make any of what you say true. It still won't make me care less about you or your kids. I just know that whatever I say won't be kept between us and I know that you will turn everything in to a lie. You fabricate the truth. I have children that love me an friends that accept who I am. I don't have to lie or try to buy love from my friends. My loved ones love me unconditionally. I know who truly loves me. I know those who for some odd reason envy me. I say odd because I don't have much. What I do have is the undeniable, irreplaceable and unconditional love from/for my children. I guess that is something to envy.

So read on because the whole point is for all to read. I appreciate any one who is interested in reading it. Hopefully what will come out of this blog for any person who has ill intentions, is GROWTH.  Or maybe the security that I am not trying to be better than you, I don't think I am better than you. Nothing I do is about you. If trying to improve the quality of my life offend you or makes you feel little, then examine yourself. Become a better person. I have nothing to do with your low self esteem issues. I just want you to finally understand that I know who you really are and if its that, which makes you uncomfortable then you can do one of two things 1. Change or 2. accept that everyone who knows you well,Knows you! I am not trying to expose you. You can lie and preach to all as much as you want. You are still you. Even if you are lying to yourself as well.

The only advice that I feel I can give to you.. Is move on, move forward.
I destroy my enemies when I make them my friends.Abraham Lincoln
An excellent man; he has no enemies; and none of his friends like him. Oscar Wilde  lol

Thanks for lending me your eyes for a moment! God Bless